I'm sitting here in my room, waiting for some epiphany to dawn on me about something really interesting to write about, but nothing is coming to mind...so I've decided to just let my thoughts flow freely and type as I write them...and I really AM typing as these thoughts are slowly eeking out of my so-called brain. Other than taking care of London, my day can pretty much be summed up in one word...UNPRODUCTIVE...I guess I needed a day like this though, cuz I actually still am quite tired from the long weekend. But still I'm trying to figure out something to do...might go eat some Pho, might go grab some coffee...damn coffee and cigarettes would be nice, but I'd just have to settle for coffee, maybe not. I'm itching to play some ball, so I can't wait til my league starts again tomorrow, finally, a chance for some exercise. I've been waiting for it to start actually cuz I will also get to hit the gym again after tomorrow. I didn't wanna work out prior to the game cuz I handn't hit the gym in so long I didn't wanna get all hella sore and totally suck it up(cuz I already do suck) at the game. Rather, I'll hit the gym hard the day after and give the soreness about a week to subside, just in time for the NEXT game...I'm such a genius, I know....he he he. Weird, I feel like I'm totally talking to myself while I'm writing this thing...I'm like reading it as I'm writing it and I can imagine me just talking out loud like this...how crazy is that...I wonder what it would be like to have a twin, I mean we'd both be 25 right now, so I hope we wouldn't BOTH be sitting here doing nothing but talking to each other...nevermind, I don't wonder what it would be like to be a twin, cuz that would in no way help out my boredom right now, he'd probably be out doing something not-so-boring. I wonder what his name would be though, cuz you know how parents always like to name twins w/ like themes...Ray and Ryan, Artemis and Apollo, Tweedle dee and Tweedle dum, dadaddadadada, hmmm, maybe HE'D be Dearborn and I'd be just Jay...or maybe it would be the OTHER way around...WOAH....okay, done w/ that general wondering...I've been trying to think of people to call...there's people I DO wanna call but I don't wanna be a bug...oh well...I guess I'll just sit here and keep typing...man, this is gonna be such a weirdily(ooh, I like that word) long blog. Finally thought of something to do, I'll organize some more stuff....yay! But before I go, I'll compile a list of dones and have not dones, just to see how productive I really wasn't...

Things I HAVE done today...
-I watched the bubster all day, we played games, read books, watched Monsters Inc...and took a nap
-Checked e-mail, chatted, and applied to like 5 jobs
-Looked at some nasty pictures of old roomies sprained ankle
-Met up w/ my sister and cousin for lunch, and went to the bank
-listened to music
-watched the news on the War in Iraq
-got sad from watching the news on the War in Iraq
-talked on the phone
-read some blogs
-sat in my room and did nothing
-blogged, but lost it...

Things I have NOT done today...
-read one of my many "books on my reading list"
-study for my EIT
-Leave the house for more than an hour
-wash the dishes
-balance my checkbook(I never balance it, but it's still something I didn't do today)
-Get a job

Good Lord, somebody help me please.....